Ready to boot 2008 out the door. It’s been a rough year. My dad passing away was tough. He always made the holidays so much fun. On Christmas Eve day, we would go to the cheese shop in Concord and pick out a few favorite cheeses, yummy salty olives and grab some french bread, come back to my house and munch on our goodies with a glass of wine or two. We’d just hang out and talk until everyone started to gather and let the holidays begin! This year my mom went to see my brother in New Mexico – a good place to be as my nephew is 7 years old and we know little ones remind us what Christmas is all about. My family went to the inlaws in upstate New York. They are such wonderful people and it made the holidays fun. Paul’s sister has 5 grandkids so seeing the little ones run around in such happiness was delightful. Kristine and her grandmother baked lots of goodies which is one of their favorite things to do. Of course it made the rest of us happy to munch on the results. A colorful angel food cake and an apple crumb pie were enjoyed by all. Lynne and Gracie had a friend over and had a nice low key day. We celebrated when we got back. Kudos to Grace for picking out such awesome gifts. She really put thought into each person and we had lots of fun opening our presents.
My friend Carol’s mom passed away a few days before Christmas. Even though her mom was 92, it is still very difficult. Carol spent so much time making sure her mom was getting everything she needed and took such great care of her. Then we had a call that one of Paul’s former roommates from Cambridge, age 53, has terminal cancer. Next a card comes in the mail and a friend our age had his stomach removed from cancer. I am so overwhelmed at all this sad news. I’m just starting to process it all.
So I have to be hopeful for 2009. Hopeful that things will turn around and positive will come from such hardships for the people I care about. I am going to do my best to put the negative aside and find the positive to move ahead with.
I am sad to be giving up my studio space at the Brush Art Gallery. My fellow artists’ there are such great friends but I am finding the effort needed to put into being there takes so much away from creating art and right now, I need to create art. So I am moving everything over to the Western Avenue Studios and will be totally set up by the end of February. It’s bittersweet but feel that I don’t want to put any more energy into meetings, justifying my existance of being an artist to a higher authority that constantly wants to fix things by fixing the artists, having to serve on committees or giving up any more time to things other than art. I guess after being at the Brush for 12 years, it would be best if I moved on. That way, a new artist could come in and would accept things as they are instead of seeing all that we have lost. I do feel hopeful for my fellow artists who have chosen to stay as I really want the best for them. I have my good friend Betsy sitting on my shoulder telling me it’s time to move my cheese. I am so excited about the things I want to weave. Sometimes making a change can make us move forward and I feel I really need to do that.
So come visit me at Western Avenue. I hope to have things set up and running very soon.